The pain of losing you still seems unbearable at times. The tears often come unexpectedly, there are times when I cry myself to sleep, but more often than anything, there are times when I'm able to talk about you with a smile on my face, knowing that you are okay and this is what it has to be for now. I trust that God had a plan for you on earth and you saw it through to the very end, but I miss you immensely and wish I could've had more time with you. For now I'll hold on to the pictures, the text messages, videos, and memories I have of you. I love you big brother.
RIP